Friday, June 19, 2009







Calon lulusan


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walk on someone else shoes

seremeh apapun dirimu memandang rasa takut seseorang.. bagi orang itu, rasa takutnya adalah kenyataan yang sedikitpun tidak dia pandang remeh..

hakikatnya bukan pada takut pada apa, tapi realitasnya takut itu ada..

empati adalah mengerti pada paradigma realitasnya, melihat penyebabnya, yang bukan dinilai atas realitas dan pengalaman citra diri sendiri..

ergo

Dubito ergo cogito, cogito ergo sum..
pugno ergo sum..
Nemo me iudicare potest, Nihil desidero..
Fac quod est iustum, accidat quod potest..

-“Noli externum quaerere auxilium neu tranquillitatem quam alii extrinsecus praebere possunt. Vir enim per se erectus stare debet, non aliorum auxilio”

Intimum aeternum certamen..
Semper certans,Semper sperans

Quod accidere fatum est, semper accidet..

Thursday, June 18, 2009

just another day beyond the sea

Aku tidak menjual
loyalitas dan kehormatanku..
pada mereka yang membayarku
atau pada hukum yang memaksaku..

aku bertarung..
bagi rasa takutku..
pada kehormatanku..
dan keyakinanku
bahwa hidupku masih layak diperjuangkan

do arms

Go Fighter..
to the death,
to the time,
who will erase every track behind..
and made them forgotten..

but today..
go fighter..
all knights..
fight for ur freedom..
u belongs to nobody,
and bow to noone..

u all belongs for everything that u believe..
rise ur head..
to know and be known..
to every step u move
u will know..
and will be known
as u r
as urself
and what u have done..

fighters..
rise ur arms..
move..
and be known..
as freeman..
fight alongside freedom..
more than just flesh and blood

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

milestone

who said God had no sense of humour..

He send many angels, many small things.. ..

He send ear while i think nobody will listen..
He send eye while i think i could write at a place nobody will see,
He send shoulder while i feel very tired with this life,
He even send bread while i think nobody even care with me..

He made me cry while i try to hide my tears..
He made me realize.. i have.. friends.. angels..
while i think that kind of things is not existed..

i think He want me to laugh
what a weird God..
and it makes me love You more..
while i think i want to hate You..

thank You

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Partof - TheDownfall by Josephine

TheDownfall

A King So Strong
A Kingdome Great
All Crumbled Down
For Love's Bitter Sake

A Friend
Or Foe
He Could Not Tell
Who In His Lovers Heart Did Dwell

A Knight In Armour
Bright With Tears
Searches A Place
Where His Heart Won't Seer

A Womans Body
So Beautifull Yet Cold
From All The Lies That She Has Told

Forever Close Do They Dwell
Up In Heaven,
Down In Hell
Together They Will Always Be

200916152050

tiga kali ..
aku menemanimu
dalam masa kehidupanku..

dua kali ..
aku memandangmu..
kedalam kehidupanmu..

satu kali..
hanya satu kali..
dalam satu masa memintamu..

satu..
dua..
tiga..
masa yang tidak sebentar..
mematangkan perjalanan
dan memudarkan perasaan
kedalam liku liku persimpangan
yang terkunci dalam sejarah

masa yang panjang..
tenggelam bersama senja..
dan aku terhenti..
berhenti..
pada persimpangan ini..

memandang kebelakang bersama..
terdiam membeku bersama waktu..
pada cerita yang tidak kami miliki..

hingga saat ini..
tepat dipersimpangan.
dirimu melangkah menjalani cerita lain..

Message in the Bottle

Hal yang menyedihkan dalam hidup adalah ketika kita bertemu seseorang yang sangat berarti bagi kita dan mendapati pada akhirnya bahwa tidak demikian adanya dan kita harus melepaskannya..

Sunday, June 14, 2009

a letter for the graver

I think i know d situation n ur position.. Lemme take d decission 4 all of us, as i already have take one 4 myself..

So please rest ur self, dont think 2 hard anymore 4 this matter, or it will hurt us more than it should..

GBU..

Thank u..

*journey to the far point, logs 20090615 compared 20080505*

wake up..
its already past 2 weeks
u'r old enough
u'r not child anymore
don't act like crybaby
lost some closest dear ?
backstabber ?
ow cmon..
its not the first time
u've already meet the worse..
theres no reason to mourn u baka

wake up !
make some coffe
and move ur ass
do something usefull